downtime

after reading a good friend's blog entry about her current 'dissatisfaction' and frustration on her job, i turned to myself and asked the similar question:

"i know i'm not happy anymore too, why go on?"

to be fair, in a very weird way, i started enumerating some random good and not-so-good things that i have in my life...

. i earn way much less than i should

. i have no constant communication from my so called "boss"

. i have office friends but never really have deep friendly relationships with anyone - i feel important only when they press the f1 button or dialled 5423

. it gets really boring at times

. pantry food has never been good for me

. we don't even have free coffee! starbucks is making a good business from my everyday visit

. i don't get the chance to learn things that'll help me with my 'job'

. i usually get heat from our clients whenever things go down, yours truly usually don't have quick answers

. i have lots of pests around me

. and lastly(there's more i'm sure of it), i don't think i'm heading anywhere

of course i do enjoy being me there because of the unlimited-take a break anytime-thing that us support people have. i get to soundtrip anytime i want. i think i'm famous because people i don't even know greet me, which sometimes really feel creepy.

i get to walk around a lot and hangout with some office people that i consider friends. you should see the many beautiful ladies there too, be careful not to mix them with the pseudo-women also working at our office.

its the only thing that keeps me financially alive, and that's basically my main reason for staying(and i'm itching to get my sss loan that i've waited for some months now!). come another opportunity that will definitely provide better and i'm outta here!

any suggestions?